The sun is on the back of my neck and shoulders, pushing me to believe I can shake off the negativity I've been feeling the last few days to make room for beauty and happiness in my life. One day I will act to not welcome this negativity in my life; the pattern I’m stuck in and want to get away from is two-fold: first, pretending negativity will not be the consequence to my actions, and, second, later living with the consequences that make me feel sad.